i have to THINK, what to do next.
start to write my journal again.
start to think what i really want and what i dont.
think that i cant be like what all the people want me to, so stop trying.
i have to LOOK, into reality.
not only from my perspective.
not only see what i want to see.
Look for what i really want.
i only have to feel what i want to feel,
which one brings me positivity.